Marc Goldfinger has been published by the Ibbetson Street Press, the Aurorean,, Pegasus, The Boston Poet, the Crooked River Press, Earth First! Journal, The New Renaissance, User’s News, Poiesis, The Porter Gulch Review, Rubber-Side-Down and many others. Goldfinger is also a member of the Liberation Poetry Collective and is included in the Liberation Anthology put out by the Trilingual Press. His latest collection of poetry is "Herion's Harbour" ( Ibbetson Street Press) 2019.
Plague Days 2020
By Marc D. Goldfinger
I never was a fucking hero; when I was young
my English Bulldog was run down in the street;
I cried like a baby but I was ten years old and my father
said “men don’t cry,” but I wasn’t yet a man; just a
boy who lost the love of my life. I aged a bit and
joined a gang of tough guys. My best friend
beat me so bad that both my eyes were black
and my face looked as if it had two noses.
I loved him anyway because it was the Seconals that
caused the fight; we were twisted by barbiturates;
knew no better. Still running from life I fell
in love with heroin and she was good to
me for years; but she broke my heart over
and over; I didn’t want any help and got none
for years. Things have changed now; death is
around every corner and we have to wear masks
when we go out. I wear a death mask because it
is fitting for me. I’m still no hero but COVID-19
doesn’t really scare me; I’m afraid of dying
alone surrounded by strangers in gowns and
masks; my wife won’t be allowed to hold my
hand as I die but what can a freak like me
expect from a world that haunted me like
a ghost all through life and beat my face
until I didn’t know who I was
even when I looked in the mirror darkly
and no one looked back, looked back.