Red Letter Poem #148

 The Red Letters

 

 

In ancient Rome, feast days were indicated on the calendar by red letters.  To my mind, all poetry and art serves as a reminder that every day we wake together beneath the sun is a red-letter day.

 

                                                                                                          – Steven Ratiner

 

 

 

 

Red Letter Poem #148

 

 

 

 

It used to strike me as something of a weak gesture: designating February as Black History Month.  As if knowledge should be so circumscribed.  As if maintaining our understanding of history – without gaps and omissions – was anything less than every citizen’s responsibility, all year long.  Doesn’t it go without say that this an integral component of those crucial truths our founding fathers and mothers declared as self-evident?   Do we need to declare out loud: how good the sun above us; or how glad to be breathing – just to get out of bed in the morning?  But now that a number of our once-united States have begun making forgetfulness tantamount to official policy – and the study of Black History a suppressed activity in their schools, if not outlawed altogether – I have come to appreciate that sometimes we all benefit from even the most obvious reminder.  So February brings with it the imperative: learn, remember, share the story of our people’s journey.  All of our peoples.

 

I felt grateful to receive poems recently from a new Red Letter contributor, Dr. Lauren Fields.  She is a second-year resident in the MGH/McLean Psychiatry program here in Boston – but it’s clear she is at the start of two impressive careers.  Poetry, for Lauren, has not been a separate pursuit, but rather an essential practice throughout her medical training, deepening her understanding of self and others.  She reports, as well, that writing poetry has been “a means of grappling with, exploring, and celebrating what it means to be an African-American woman living in the United States.”  Her poems have already begun appearing in literary magazines such as Blackberry: a Magazine, Linden Avenue Literary Journal, WATER Literary and Arts Magazine, as well as the anthologies A Garden of Black Joy: Global Poetry from the Edges of Liberation and Living and Corona: An Anthology of Poems.  She was one of the prize-winners in the 2020 International FPM-Hippocrates Health Professional Poetry Award.

 

In “3 Days”, the speaker brings to mind the story of Sandra Bland, a 28-year-old Black woman from Naperville, Illinois who was relocating to Texas for a new job.  Stopped for a traffic violation outside Prairie View by a State Trooper, she somehow ended up under arrest where, three days later, she was found hanging in her cell.  2015.  That was not supposed to be the final year in that young woman’s narrative.  Lauren’s poem does not so much as bemoan that fate as it foresees that some similar terror could be her own end, or that of her family and friends.  As a white person, my privilege has been that I did not have to grow up embracing such knowledge.  But history has taught me otherwise; and Lauren’s poem underscores the failure of a country that permits injustice to continue unopposed.

 

And so I found myself today trying to bring to mind as many names, as many fragments of recent history as I can remember: Trayvon, Eric, Tyree, Michael, Tanisha, Tamir, Freddie, Sandra, Alton, Philando, Stephon, Antwon, Botham, Elijah, Breonna, Michael, George, Rayshard, Daunte – and that is only a fragment of the recounting.  Now we’ve added Tyre‘s name to that terrible roster.    Historians help us to understand that the tragic situation of these individuals is not separate from the long historical narrative of our country.  But poets declare – especially because others cannot: how good the sun; how glad to breathe.  Safeguarding history, deepening memory, honoring the truth by facing the whole story and not just the parts that make us feel good: these are simple but necessary tasks if our centuries-long pursuit of happiness is to endure.    

 

 

 

3 Days

 

for Sandra Bland 

 

 

This man-made monster, 

jaws cell-door wide, will swallow 

me, too. Will paint me 

orange, strip-search dignity 

out of my spine. Will fold me  

 

until I fit in  

their story about black rage. 

When they come to you 

and try to explain these graves 

in terms of death penalties 

 

for petty crimes or  

being alive, run. Run, find 

my story buried 

beneath the cell block benches,  

untold. Unfold me. Find me out. 

 

 

      ––Lauren Fields

 

 

 

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* To learn more about the origins of the Red Letter Project, check out an essay I wrote for Arrowsmith Magazine:

https://www.arrowsmithpress.com/community-of-voices

 

and the Boston Area Small Press and Poetry Scene

http://dougholder.blogspot.com

 

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Burn Out poems by Stephen Honig

Review by Karen Klein

Reading Stephen Honig’s fifth book of poems, Burn-out, this reader is struck by the author’s voice. He is conversational, addressing the reader directly, telling us if we seek certainty, don’t read his poems in Section 1“About Myself “which he admits is “much confused.” He is an astute observer of self and the ordinary dilemmas of being an aging human, caught in our historic period and this United States. Sometimes laconic, dismissive, wry, he always questions without getting or giving answers, but sometimes good advice. One such is “be careful when you choose to clean your closets basements/attics back rooms…you are asking for a dialogue with time. “

This advice is taken from the first poem in Section 1 Memory of Objects--because “my objects/have memories” which the poet needs “to tell me who I was/before I am myself.” We can wonder what he means about “myself”; aren’t we always ourselves, no matter how old? Perhaps he means his changing self as in Process of Erosion when he became conscious of his “new self” and “opted to be the real me--/but could not find him anymore.” Here’s mystery: who is this “real me?” Perhaps only the objects that have memories can tell him, but as he asserts at Summer Beach‘s end “There is no danger as perilous as memory.”

The dangers he alludes to are succinctly expressed in the brutal Thoughts on Vacation: “Vacation is rebellion against what it is we do/when we do the things we do…a revel of freedom/…fear of returning home/a crushing sense of what awaits--/home never takes a vacation.” What crushes is his sense of “personal malaise” expressed in The Dirges: “thinking of church tomorrow/ when God will explain/why when I cried no one came” and from Careful Woman: “I do not want to tell you more,/it just brings out my pain/of nights alone, sitting at home/with time to fail again.” These last two poems are from Section 2 “About My Women,” a chronicle of leavings and losses, disappointments and sorrows. But Summer Beach also contains close observation of the physical surround and bodies loving: “smells of cocoa butter and peanut butter”,”we lay so close your sweat/ran down my arms and legs./…your breath exhaled clams and garlic/into my nostrils./…feeling sand between our hips as/we were together in the dune.”

There is so much pain in the first two sections, I expected Section 3 “About Pain” to be a continuation. But the poet surprises and moves to history. He tells us that pain is “a fundamental component of life.” He refers us to his late father who “was wont to say when unhappy about something: ‘I’m not complaining, I’m only reporting.” He reports “icicles drip into the hearts of men,” tells of “kid’s blood in the alley,…the old lady full of virus dead in her room with no one to care/”and realizes “to look at the truth, well/who gives a shit/I ask you.”

Honig’s Section 4 “About Death” moves to the theme that has shadowed the earlier sections. He chronicles writing condolence letters, lists the “common wisdom about life and death,” including ‘Life sucks and then you die” a quote from Voltaire,” We never live; we are always in the expectation of living,” and the oft-expressed truth: “it is always too soon.” He addresses the Jewish philosopher, Spinoza with “Apologies” as he tries to sort out belief, questions about looking for god, does god exist, does the poet’s life or death matter, does it relate to god, what use is “the silence of gods.” There is no answer, just the knowledge that he, like all of us, will at some point die. This fifth book was published when he was 80. Increasingly aware of his aging, with a sly smile he promises us he when he has something more to say about his age, he will put it in his next book.

Section 5 contains poems that Honig feels do not fall into the categorizations that have structured the first 4 sections, but many of these poems carry the feelings and themes of the previous ones: a dream that leaves him with “only a melancholy I cannot understand.”, “the disease of being American.” , “to assert understanding robs you a vision/of the reasons you always fail.” In this section he dialogues with another heavy hitter, Soren Kierkegaard and the unanswered questions are the most provocative raised in the book. The poet’s tone is playful, serio-comic, he teases Kierkegaard by riffing on his famous title Fear and Trembling: “Is it what you feel when God tests you,…

Or is it how you feel today, /or every day?” “Is your fear a test--and of what?/ Who was there, to ask Isaac?/ Well, God but he’s not telling."

I found two poems that spoke from the core of this poet in his combination of humor, sometimes flippant, but deadly serious. From different sections, they both refer to death, to the maybe afterlife. The first, Red Bicycle is a narrative that will resonate with persons of a certain age who have been kids when the most desired gift was a Schwinn bike. It is a narrative about his getting a Schwinn Black Panther which was stolen when he was a boy in Brooklyn riding up Dead Man’s Hill and attached by a gang. The poem begins with his wish to be buried with his Schwinn as he describes the many ways his corpse might be disposed of. He doesn’t care if his dead body is buried in a casket, cremated, or thrown to the sea, from the heart of his loving memory, he wants the bike to be back with him “working horn in its compartment./ Please make sure that the horn batteries are fresh--/you might never know when you might want to signal.”

The second, The Jewish Joke, interestingly enough, is from Section 1 About Myself. It took me a while to get it, to hold its full power, its bitterness, its suffering, its truth about “centuriesthat can only be explained by a shrug of the shoulders.”

“The joke:

Two dead Jews arrive at heaven’s gates

and await their entrance interview.

At one point they break out in laughter.

G-d unused to such things, made inquiry:

“Wherefore dost thou jest over some event from life?”

“Oh,”one dead man replied as if chatting with a friend over

Passover wine,

“--you wouldn’t understand--

you had to be there.”